NOW IS THE TIME FOR ME TO SMILE AT YOU AND SAY YESSSSSSSSSSS.

Alright, well, I was watching Forrest Gump last night (fantastic movie) and I suddenly realized that a revolution was in order! And even though I was sitting on my couch in my purple plaid pajama pants and eating some French Silk ice cream, brainstorming with my mom about what drug could possibly come in the shape of a sugar cube, I could still feel it as I watched all the people rally from Berkeley to DC. And I was like, damn. That's really, really neat.

Free people, optimistic but powerful and trying to change things. Ordinary people that DID change things. Even when everything seemed totally hopeless, with the war, and the nuclear threats, and the dipshit president. They rallied the way that few people are trying to do now, and I think that it's important to support that cause. A free, happy counterculture. How isn't that desirable?

Lately I've been so obsessed with perfection and trying to get what I want that I TOTALLY lost any form of control I had over myself or my future.

I'm planning on recreating, I guess. Selfish pride is crippling me, and I can't keep letting that happen.


I have done many wrongs, and I will admit to all of them.
It was unfair, but whatever I need to do to make them right, I will gladly do. Honest.

If and when you see this entry, feel totally free to comment me and tell me what you think. Tell me I'm a lunatic or hug me. Tell me what I've been doing wrong or tell me how to make things right (this is especially the case of a few of my close friends that I have decided to fuck up with) I apprecieate all feedback.


On a final note to this excruciatingly long entry, I want to say thank you to everyone, because my life is so much more than I can ask for and I promise you that I will start making something of it.

And not just for myself.